You did it, girl.
You are finally happy. You feel like you can breathe and smile at the same time again. After all those longs nights of sitting alone in your room, letting your mind run wild, has come to an end. You have a clear clean slate of happiness that has never felt so right. You might not even know where to begin now because it has been so long since you felt this. I am so proud of you. As a girl we all know what it is like to get lost in yourself so easily and become depressed, suicidal, and just alone. Overcoming that and finding your happiness again gives you butterflies, like in middle school when your crush finally texts you back. You deserve nothing but this feeling. It may have taken you years, months, weeks, days or just even hours to find it but it doesn’t matter, what matters is that you are happy. Your happiness comes first and always should… But you also know that it is hard to make sure yourself comes first. You get caught up in life and pleasing others or trying to make everyone around you feel happy, that you suddenly forgot about yourself.
“He who lives in harmony with himself lives in harmony with the universe.”Marcus Aurelius
It is hard to overcome that routine in life of pleasing others, but you did it. You broke that horrible habit and made yourself come first, and it rewarded you with being happy. Remember how you did that and how amazing it felt when the weight of all that worrying, and stress lifted off your shoulders. You did it, girl.